Latest PBP CT LO

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My latest PBP CT LO is in the galleries and so I thought as usual I would pop it on the blog for all to see. She's gorgeous isn't she? Yep that's Stephanie back in 2003 but that smile isn't any different and nor is her gorgeous personality.

So what's new you ask?

Well where do I begin......lol there is alot going on in the lives of the Turnbulls lately and it has not been an easy journey by any means. Are we any closer to an answer.... all I know is somehow, although struggling, I am trying to stay strong and hang in there but some days are just near impossible while others although not fantastic are better. I guess I try to stay focussed and sometimes the only way to do that is by taking time out be it scrapping, be it sitting in the car at the local lake at night trying to put my thoughts into the right place which doesn't work or some other means of shutting out the world and what we are going through for a time.

Lance is doing ok he has actually been at school yesterday and today which is a miracle in itself because he has missed so much and with an urgent phone call to his paediatrician last week and an urgent meeting with the person that is helping him his medication has just been doubled and a little more of the puzzle has been put together and I see a small glimmer of hope. Time will tell and now we have a little more to work with and something Tim and I have already known because Lance has lived like this for the past 15 years yes you read right 15 years and some have picked it up while others have refused to listen so it will be interesting if the possibility of this diagnosis is what he is FINALLY diagnosed with. It will be sometime yet so I don't wish to let anyone know the details. All in time and I feel that it is really important not to speak about it at this crucial moment.

Ok well just a quick post to let you all know I am still in the land of the living but guess what....just about to unplug the internet and all the cables and take my "baby" to the computer shop. It has been lagging terribly and my "baby" was turned off Sunday and Monday and the other 3 pc's connected to the internet ran beautifully, then go and turn mine on this morning and the other 3 pc's are lagging horribly so rang the guys this morning and they will look into it for me. A few possibilities which I am aware of, but I ain't touching those possibilities and like the saying goes...... I'll leave that in the hands of the experts. I'm not one of them......lol

Ok well until next blogging take care, stay safe say hi to a loved one and tell them how much you love them because we all need to let them know how much they are loved and often and we all need to be told how much we are loved and often.

Hugs Chris xoxo